As told by BRENDA

[Brenda]

All stars!!!!!!! I cannot believe its finally here, and I nearly missed it. It has been an intresting 2 rounds so far. I thought I should get some of my thoughts in before i get out tonight (because that is likely) Everyone has seemed to be nice to my face which is nice. I haven't really talked to ALEC or BRANDON and I know those are 2 of the people I screwed over in my past games as BRENDA and RC. Sierra doesnt seem to remember me as RC so I will be keeping it that way. 


So far TOM is the only one to ask me for an alliance formally.


NA'onka Tonka and I have a non-spoken agreement. Right away we bonded and I love that girl. 


Cochran also has an unspoken agreement with me. We got along very well after Tuvula, hes an awesome kid. 


Fabio has been being nice to me as well, I honestly believe he forgives me for the JOHN KENNY shit. 


Coach is running the show in his own mind as usual...and its annoying.


I am really sad that REYNOLD left so soon, he deserved to make it further. he is a great honest player. I wish that Brandon left over him...


Courtney is also being nice to be despite some mean things I said to her towards the end of TUV. She is nice and I do trust her for now. But you never know with her.


Ian has been sweet, he talked to me up front and my convos with him seem genuine. 


Matty is also a nice talker. 


Carter I thought was Jaquin for the first part of the game till we had to vote together lol. 

[Peih-Gee]

Ily. <3 Good luck!

[Brenda]

Just wanted to do a quick update and post...So TOM is gone ugh! I am pretty annoyed about that only because he was the only guy to ask me for an alliance. He knew he was leaving and told me to watch out for BRANDON AND FABIO because they were really close (shocker) Sierra/Karter/Jaquin/Matty were also a strong group of people. JT and COACH. I was like TOM please...are you serious? 

I talked to SCARY Sierra (you know who she is if you played in this series) She has no idea I was RC which is perfection. I don't need her to know, and if she doesnt know she is doing a great job at pretending not to know. She has told me she doesnt like SIERRA WINNER (you know her from last season) she wants Sierra Winner out soon. 

Sierra WINNER i also talked to, she told me she wants to split up Coach/JT and Fabio/BRANDON which i am 100% on board with.

SCARY Sierra (Have i lost you yet?) wants CARTER out soon.

WHY?

Well because when we were voting out Jamie, orginaally the plan was to get out Scary Sierra. I was like "Sure why not" but than i was like wait...thats a girl. There are like no girls this season. So i talked to COURTNEY who i am 100% shocked has told me she has her loyalty. I am going to be loyal to Courtney as well. We talked and came to the conclusion that a girl should NOT go. We than talked to Coach (gag me) and made it seem like his idea to get Jamie out. He agreed and said Jamie it is. We all switched out vote to JAMIE and Carter was like (BUT WHY NOT SCARY?) 

So i told Scary Sierra that story and she was like "CARTER MUST GO I HATE HIM HE DIES!" 

I played with Scary before and know how easy it is to toss an idea into her head and for her to hold onto it. 

I dont feel like i am in a VERY good spot yet. I am trying to SIT BACK and just be like stealthy but it so hard in this game because the tribe is crazy. 


LOYALTIES:
I love Nay Nay of course, she is MY #1, she is my PG/Morgan. I told her i trusted her 100% and she said the same. I feel really close to her and trust her the most out of everyone. Even Cochran. I love Cochran but...i just dont have that deep of a connection with him, he doesnt really talk much. I love Cochran tho, don't get me wrong. He is great. But in this game...hes just been non-existent and hasn't talked to much with me. He might think that i am default working with him. But no effort yet on his part...

COURTNEY - As i said before I am going to be loyal to her. I honestly trust her and know she will be honest with me. She might flip on me, but i dont see that happening any time soon. She stayed loyal to Jackie in my orignal season and I feel like i will be HER new Jackie <3 or at least try. 


IAN - I think Ian's social game is amazing, if he is talking to me the way he is talking to everyone else, i would be like SHOCKED. He is nailing it. I love talking to him, we dont even talk game all the time which i love! He's a great guy and i love his stories.

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Fabio/SierraSCARY/Steph/Karter/Jt/Coach/Matty/Sierrawinner - These people are kinda in the middle not sure 100% where they stand.


Fabio is like an ex-boyfriend, you joke around with them but its just awkward talking to them. NO we haven't dated im just comparing haha. 

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Brandon/ALEC/ - I dislike these 2 very much, the sooner they go the better. Brandon hasn't even talked to me ALL season, i haven't talked to him either so...but yeah Brandon can go, and Alec I feel is holding a grudge from our season together. He has said hes not...but i can just tell. he hasn't truly made any effort to talk to me. It has just been awkward....

[Brenda]

Noooo! I'm not mad because I expected it. My gut told me not to trust Alec and Brandon, but I did and this is what I get. I picked the wrong side and whamblam here I am.

I honestly didn't think Alec would still be mad over tuv. But he wS and so was Sierra and Brandon for when I was RC.

Thanks John for being an awesome host!

I had a blast.

Made it to the end twice. And blindsided in ALLSTARS !!!

I got the full experience.

I had so much fun! And that's all I wanted.


This isn't the last of Brenda.

Hehe bye!

[Peih-Gee]

This sucks. ;___; Still proud of you! <3 You made it to the end twice and you didn't get voted out until your third season.