Dot Hatred

[Sierra Dawn]

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[Steph]

I feel the same way

[Brandon]

slay

[Ian]

Oct 28, 2015 20:41:33 GMT Sierra Dawn said:

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best thing you've said all game lmfao

[Sierra]

I know we've already talked on AIM and I know you said I won't get your vote, but I really just wanted to explain what happened in the round you left, maybe more for my sake than yours.

The round you left was the round after you targeted Joaquin, supposedly because Steph thought you and her would be at the bottom of an F5 that was made up of you two and myself, Matty and Joaq. First things first, this wasn't true. I had every intention of honouring the F3 that I had with you and Matty, even though I knew you'd probably both beat me. Our group chat had existed for over a month by the time you left and one of my favourite parts of every night would be when you'd come online and I'd get to talk to you, no matter what it was about (when Worlds started especially, it was awesome to have that in common with you). Anyway, Joaquin used you targeting him as leverage to try and get Matty and I to vote you off, saying that you were a threat to him, but his logic made absolutely no sense (and you weren't a threat to me, I felt, unlike Fabio & Nay, so I had absolutely no strategic reasoning for wanting to vote you out, and that's completely besides the fact that I adored you and would never have voted for you anyway). I flat out refused and explained everything as I saw it to Matty, but he chose to vote with Joaq anyway (which screwed them both in the rounds afterwards, so I guess that's kind of poetic). I never ever ever wanted to vote you out or see you go, but it turned out to be out of my control. I'd wanted to go to the end with you since like, round 2, and I'd never wavered on that. I tried all I could to keep you in and until the very last minute I had hope that Matty would stick with me and keep you, but that wasn't to be. It was easily the most heartbreaking round of the game for me and I wrote a bunch of mopey confessionals about it:

Oct 18, 2015 21:54:46 GMT Sierra said:

this is really depressing idk like................ I think I would have just checked the fuck out of this game longggg ago if it hadn't been for Sierra (and Matty, but Sierra is the focus of this). I am really really really gonna miss her and I hope she knows how much I appreciated her and that I really do love her as a person and 100% intended on sticking with her to the end.

Even if I don't get your vote, I hope you know that whether it was reciprocal or not, I thought of you as my best friend in this game, and I hope we can be friends outside of it, too.

[Steph]

^ gay

<3